fucked up

great, i got a response.
the most terrible one from all the possible messages i could have got.
i am not strong enough.
not for this.
so i wrote everything. all the things that has been gathering in my mind since the first day of the "break-up".
not sure it was the right thing to do. but i couldnt resist.
what for now?
waiting. i need to wait patiently.
which is killing me.
i cannot act like nothings going on.
please, at least... respond asap. i would appreciate it.
dearly.

k, my essays are not going well. i cannot make it by the deadline.
kill me.