B52 - upright and slantwise

so apparently... it was not a real statement when he said he was gonna get in touch later during the week.
i was foolish.
because i did believe him.
while he was just talking stuff and nonsense.

a great night! it was exactly what i needed!
we started gently at paulitkas. we had a blast: snacks, cheese, vegetable and fruit, and especially the drinks :-D
there was much talking, drinking, smoking and eating... we have not left the apartment until midnight. ive never experienced going to "crown" that late.
we made a stop at sport bar where the guys were waiting for us. eh, we got a glass of water to drink :-D
since they werent even close to being drunk they had some beers... i have no idea at what time we got to the club.
they wanted to see my ID. i love it when i can show im legal.
at first i and paulit couldnt resist checking all the visitors :-D we really didnt see any well-known faces, so what a surprise it was when he appeared... justin!
we havent talked for more than a year. and we saw each other just couple times when he came to lidl.
i thought it wouldnt go well cuz he seemed angry... he caught me totally unprepared but something was telling me to listen to him. so i did. and im glad.
ive never realized how i missed him! and his extra ego as well :-D
then it started. he wouldnt let me go home that night without trying his favourite drink :-D
his explanation of the right way to drink it was hilarious. and the main thing is that it didnt make any sense. but whatever i had to try it.
one word... amazing!!
ive never tasted anything like that.
so we all got pretty drunk. (what? youre sick? hey girl, get her a glass of water. youre not gonna drink anything else. i dont want to kill you. then he realized its a bullshit cuz i had many shots before :-D)
we danced and enjoyed ourselves..
the thing that kinda bothered me was that we came with six guys and it seemed like the only two who had fun was i and paulit. the guys just stood there watchin, kinda pissed that we ditched them and could be perfectly on our own. but it was okay, when we realized we had to make fun of them.
was told my voice was made for telling stories :-D even tho im vulgar as shit.
i love dancing, with paulit its the best. but with justin? gosh, that really made my night. we had so much fun!! i loved it.
we were so sweaty and tired... but couldnt stop :-D
and i was bumping into a very kind girl all the time. not my intention!
we seriously danced all night except the times we went for a shot :-P
and then it was like lets go out for a cigarette... once we opened the door the light hit us. wtf? it was already after 5 am. no idea how it happened :-D
justin was the first one to leave us. and we didnt have better idea than to stay and chat with the security guys :-D such perverts :-D
we even demonstrated our skills by bending backward all the way down. we went crazy. but it was so much fun.
and it was the first (and i think even the last) time i saw the interior of the club lit. ok, i know its nothing to be proud of, but i would never thought we could survive the entire night :-D
the cab story was great as well. the driver goes to lidl, so my first sentence was: hey, i know you, you come to  lidl once in a while. i remember you, cuz you have that thing hanging out of your ear :-D
he was funny and not even pissed or tired of us.
so i came home at 6.15 am. jesus :-D
slept three hours and was drunk all day long :-D but i know much worse days after drinking :-D
im glad i know such people i can have a great time with. youre amazing!
it was relieving to have a fun night out. not to sit at home, stare at a wall, check the icq or fb and cry.

but do not assume i havent thought of him. of course i have. and  the sense of him sleeping in an apartment not even a 5-minute walk away from the club was stabbing me.
i so wanted to write him and let him know im not over it.