day 10

a frustration.
it seems so long. endless at the same time.
will he let me know?
gosh, i thought i was gettin it under control. but today...
it gets tougher and and much tougher every single hour.
please.
do something already!

it was just a horrible day at work yesterday.
as i said.. once i will go crazy, take a gun and shoot everyone there (i know, a bad joke)
i made a co-worker cry.
that was not my intention, not at all, god forbid it was.
i hate the job and also when someone acts like a moron. what does make her think she can talk to me like i was not a human being?
and at the end i am the bad one cuz she was the one who was crying.
jesus. where is the world going? seriously.

phase 2.
eating anything that gets into my sight.
having no idea how to occupy my mind.
so i eat.
:)