some kind of happiness

well, talking again. i have no idea what it means, but it makes me strangely calm... and relieved...

thank you.

i did get to know what has never been said before. i was so surprised by the honesty and wisdom.

even tho i got really sad when discussin the issue, it helped me a lot. i needed this.
i needed to know that we can talk again. i needed to know there is still this something... and dont even know the reason why.

complicated, i know.

i am a weirdo. but trying to figure this out. i really am.