mm... the way it is

a special day it was yesterday.
a special place, a special talk, a special atmosphere...
a special two.

if it was just possible to get rid of everyone else but us...
would make me happy.
well, i was happy anyway ;-)

it took so much time... repression... pain.
and then... it was so simple.
so... familiar.

cant explain why i did what i did. have no idea what forced me to take heart... i didnt really think about it... but anyways, im glad it happened.
even tho it will prolly be very complicated.
as hell.

"life is a bitch because if it was a slut it would be easy"

loved today... it was highly spontaneous.
YES!