well yeah, a very good piece of advice..
feeling worse and worse every single day. i just thought it would get better, and it kinda did. but only until the moment of another desperate action of his.
why cant we act like mature ones? why do we need to hurt each other? and seriously, was this right?
i am not sure about anything any more. its been so weird. and tough.
i found a way to get out of it... but it works only for a couple of hours. and honestly, being drunk almost every day is sick. i hate myself for doing this. but i see no other option right now.
i do not eat right, i do not sleep right... it starts drivin me crazy.
when i think about it, i did this to be happy again, to see the light in my eyes, for the laughter and such. but it works no more. only when i am with them.
they are seriously saving me! i would have gone crazy not having those freaks.
when the day comes to its end it seems like im falling deeper and deeper. thats why we have a lil drinkin problem here. no, kidding, not a problem, its just too much for the old me. but i can handle that.
guys, seriously...
was i right about this decision i made??
because i know no more...
lovin and hatin - both at a time...
čtvrtek 13. května 2010
never apologize for moving on
Vystavila Barb v 2:07
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Wohooo. It works! So ...
Barbie, considering the ´drinking thing´, i must confess i admire you a lot. Being drunk almost every day is admirable. Like seriously. When I get drunk, i am not ok for next two days!
Of course you can handle that.
Talking about THAT decision ... at least it was MATURE. At least you FELT like doing so. You can always trust your feelings.
Love ur layout by the way :)
haha, there is nothing to admire about that drinking thing :-D
im gettin sick of it, even tho i can drink so much more now and im absolutely okay :-P
that decision is rushing through my head like crazy... i am gettin crazy. like seriously. i know i felt like doing so. but there are so many questions right now... like was it really right? and am i able to deal with it?
oh, thx, i thought i could have something cheerful... since my life is not. ;-)
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